In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Kimbal Musk, chef, entrepreneur, and Tesla board member, to reflect on the deeply personal unraveling that came with divorce—and the slow process of becoming someone new.

We dive into the emotional fog that followed the end of his marriage, explore the concept of “open loops”—the patterns we repeat when we’re disconnected from reality—and uncover how grief, sadness, and reflection led Kimbal back to himself.

He shares how heartbreak changed the way he relates to love, creativity, and feedback from the world around him. Plus, we talk about the imperfect beauty of relationships, the wisdom that comes with loss, and how transformation often begins with simply being willing to feel it all.

Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered.

It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again.

Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole.

Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins.

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